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"We willingly and lovingly
impose upon ourselves a continuing program of
penitential living which puts us in a state of being continually offered as victims with
Christ."
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OUR LIFE OF PENANCE
In the Testament which he dictated shortly
before he died in 1226, our Blessed Father St. Francis makes reference to the beginnings
of his religious life in these terms: The Lord granted me, Brother Francis, to begin to
do penance in this way... And at his death, he gave this exhortation to us, his sons: Do
penance with the blessing of God. The first companions and the early friars, in
obedience to and in imitation of their Father who had become, in Brother Elias' words, a
living crucifix, did just that, and with what fervor! And we mean to do the same, with the
help of Our Lady.
St. Maximilian, whom Pope Paul VI called, in beatifying him, Francis come alive again for
our age, that is, because of his perfect imitation of our Blessed Father, said: Penance,
penance, penance! the Immaculate repeated this to Bernadette. And is not this the goal of
our Order, the Order of Penitents? Is it not above all fitting for us to accept the
Immaculate Virgin's invitation to this and carry this invitation all over the world as
something for all times?
What must be the motive of our life of penance, of our daily penances? conforming to Jesus
Crucified, completing in our flesh what is wanting in the Passion of Jesus (viz. our
cooperation, our sharing in His sufferings), suffering for the salvation of souls, paying
the penalty for our sins and those of others.
It is not simply a matter of doing this penance or that individual acts of penance, but
rather of willingly and lovingly imposing upon ourselves a continuing program of
penitential living which puts us in a state of being continually offered as victims with
Christ. What is costly and displeasing to fallen nature must stand out among our choices
and our behavior so that we may chastise our bodies and bring them into subjection (1
COR.
9:27) and always bear about in our bodies the dying of Jesus, that the life of Jesus may
also be made manifest in our bodies (II COR. 4:10).
In the words of St. Maximilian: Our immolation must be total, without reservations.
This evangelical spirit of penance shapes and animates our common life: rising in the dark
before dawn; extended hours of prayer in common; uninterrupted silence throughout the
friary; faithfulness and punctuality in the common exercises; hard work with no thought to
fatigue; fasting during two Lents (one in preparation for Christmas, one in preparation
for Easter) and on the vigils of Our Lady's feasts; a frugal, plain diet, eating "of
whatever is put before us" according to the Holy Rule; the use of the discipline;
no shunning of discomfort and hardship and, on the contrary, avoidance of ease and
convenience; frugality in all the areas of the friary enclosure.
Penance must shine in our whole person as we go always clothed in the habit, day and
night, a habit of penance in the form of a cross, a perceptible sign of our death to the
world and our conformity to Christ Crucified, as we keep our hair cut very short, wear
sandals on sockless feet summer and winter, dressed in a habit and underclothes of cheap
material and, according to the Rule, patched with the blessing of God, ridding ourselves
of all that merely gratifies (smoking, liquor, vacations, theater-going, sports events,
etc.) as not being reconcilable with our vocation of penance and
victimhood.
Indeed, we wish ever more and more fervently to answer the invitation Our Lady has given
us to live the life of the Friars Minor according to its most primitive spirit, expressed
so poignantly by St. Maximilian in a letter to another friar of the Order who was desirous
of joining him: Come with us to die of hunger, of fatigue, of humiliations, and of
suffering for the Immaculate. CH. VI).
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